So it’s February, 2008, and my doctor finds a “spot that is more prominent” than it was in last year's tests. Hey folks, it’s CT scan, ex-ray, and PET scan, time! Yes, it is there again, in the same area where the left Adrenal gland use to be. Some people will rent to anybody! I dwelled on the horror of the past.
“My God, I’ve got it again!”

"Mr Coleman, we have a problem,' my mind said. "Troops are massing around the left kidney again. It appears they don't seek peace." I look at it, seriously.
"Okay well, there is nothing we can do but negotiate a settlement."
"Sir, the last time we tried, we couldn't get through. His attorney is not accepting out calls.
"Did you try 'Him"?"
"Well, no sir, he never negotiates!"
"Get "him for me, I'll talk to him."

Hello, my friend, nice of you to drop in.
It has been seven years since we last talked.
You are always such a dependable sin.
I can not know of your return,
intelligence being what it is; but, can we walk?
I see you as a challenge to my continuing.
Your craft has an element of crime to it;
but look, I wanna live, that is my only desire.
You always bring the bad news of life, from your asylum.
How many games do I have to play until we both wear down?
I am very tired.
No, I’m not angry, I just don’t understand you.
I wish only, for a peaceful coexistence.
But, I know why you do this. You are not fooling me.
You come to us with your violence and dread.
You love the fear you bring, and all of its traps, reaping.
But the pain I have endured has sent me to the Cathedral.
You are driving me to good. You knew that, didn’t you?
Because of you, I have found an inner peace.
I now see the Nature of all of this.
I guess that’s why the air heals my body,
the water cleanses my soul,
and the earth seems to need me.
I am a gardener; I understand the earth.
It is you, who brought that light to me.
Oh, I understand the time.
The time is so little, yet oh so much!
Time doesn’t matter, when you embrace it.
It is full of second, a very long time itself.
Each, and every, child of time is an eternity.
Each drop of water is a world.
On each piece of the dirt, is a massive convolution of life!
It was you, made me realize that.
For this, I love you.
So I have found something, and I want so, to stay.
Can’t I just, ‘be’?
Can’t I just, ‘be’?